nature is cruel, but we don't have to be.we owe them some respect.I touched the first cow as it was being stunned.In a few seconds, it was gonna be just another piece of beef,but in that moment, it was still an individual.It was calm.And then it was gone.I became aware of how precious life was.And I thought about death and I felt close to God.I don't want my thoughts to die with me.I want to have done something.